It's been... a while since I thought about it. I never really cared, and I think everyone just understood that it's not a big deal. It really isn't. I'm not the one that should have lived - especially since I didn't remember who I was living for. I still miss him.

This toast is for him.

My father... I never knew him. Mom said I have his hair, and that I had his smile. I didn't like smiling even then because I knew it hurt her. Sometimes, she wouldn't even see me, but him ( Read more... )

( so not IC cut here )

[ voice on ]

moan

...no...

sniff - choking sound

I... Zack...

whimper

please don't die... she's waiting...

I can't...

NO!

glass breaking - clatter - cat mrrwing

What the... GET OFF THAT!

[ voice off ]

[ooc; Cloud has a nightmare about Zack dying and thanks to the cat, everyone else can hear it as well >.> And hellcat has struck ( Read more... )